How I Made Pain My Best Friend So I Could Finally Move Ahead in Life
Apr 25, 2025
When I come home from a hard day, I don't sedate to the pain. I don't turn on the TV, pour a glass of wine, roll a joint, smoke a cigarette, do a line, drink a coffee, scroll my phone, pop a pill, call my doctor, distract with Hollywood movie poison for the mind, complain about how hard I have it, or plow myself full of sedative junk food.
I sit there and take in my frustration and my fatigue. I take in my fear that I'll never truly be free. I take in my disappointment in the cycles of futility we've all been tricked into participating in. I take in the innocence losing their lives across the world and the ignorant people employed to facilitate that entire debacle. I sit there and let the pain train run me over and then I let it back up and run me over again. I want to feel exactly how far away I am from where I really want and need to be. I want to know how much work is needed to change this world, for everyone. I want the most truthful answer possible. I let my inner pain and the outer pain of the world punch me square in the face hard, no sedation....and I don't even try to block the punch. I don't want to avoid my reality, I want to feel my reality square on! I want to feel every ounce of what's really happening inside of me and outside in the world as well. If my life sucks in anyway, I want to feel it in its full suckness. I then use that pain to my advantage and that's the big secret.
If you don't feel your pain, you don't make any moves in life and you never change. It's shown that a human needs to experience failure, pain and discomfort..... in order to mature properly from child to adult. This is why today so many people are trapped in a permanent childhood because government school teaches children to be afraid of making a mistake. (via the government's lie-ahria based fail/pass school system of psychological manipulation). They teach you to be afraid of making a mistake and the pain that comes with that........because they know pain can mature humans into fully functional and empowered adults. When you find out concretely what you don't like, through a massively painful experience, you're automatically going to get super motivated to focus in on what you do want in life. Your "rulers" don't want you coming into contact with anything that makes you better or accelerates your evolution.
This is also why the people who rule us, down here on the human farm, drown our communities in pain killing substances... as their full-time jobs. The government is always in the business of MORE MORE MORE.....when they talk about drugs, booze, sugar, caffeine. pain killing meds and anything else that shuts down the human nervous system's ability to feel pain.
This is also why government schools never fail children anymore, or allow anyone to place last in a race. This is why there's safe zones in many Universities and College campuses because the big secret is that pain, fear, discomfort and failure can be rocket fuel for your maturation out of childhood. Your "rulers' don't want strong adults. They want weak adults.........who talk, think and act like children.
This is why pill pushing butcher coat wearing pharma sales reps (doctors) are always arriving quickly like the worst kind of drug dealers, if you happen to experience some sort of grief, loss or deep emotional wounding....because it's an anti-pain society. The corrupt government, which pushes a never ending disaster capitalism economic model, also steps in right away if anyone is hurt, offended or afraid. "Against community standards" they may say or "you need a safe space" they may trumpet, as the self-anointed altruistic saviors of anyone about to feel some pain. Even modern "hate speech" laws revolve around the same lie-based premise........they can't let people they govern feel any pain, because the big secret is that pain is a guardian, not a goblin.
The entire system is designed to make sure the public never encounters any pain EVER in their lives. This way you can rule the infantilized population from cradle to grave. They do this because of a well-guarded secret. It's all about making sure no one matures and no one "individuates". If a person becomes an individual, they don't comply well to group pressure-based mind control tactics. That's the only way the government maintains its power, through group pressure based social engineering. The more immature the citizenry, the more the government can usurp money and power away from that infantilized population
Our human farmers use a tsunami of never ending psychological and chemical machinations, which end in very few people experiencing enough failure or pain to morph into a fully functional and empowered adult. It's easy to rule sick, dependent and disempowered infant-based personality types. It's much harder to rule healthy, independent and empowered, fully functional adults. You can't farm lions, only lambs. By creating a pain aversion society, you produce a society of children in adult bodies, who are easier to rule in their immature and completely dependent psyches. I call people like this PRO-TEENS, lifelong PRO-fessional TEEN-agers. PRO-TEENS. These children trapped in adult bodies are ruining our society and they're actually designed to ruin our society. There are people who profit when entire cultures are destroyed, wrecked and inverted....and those people are behind everything I write about on this blog, plus much more as well.
This is why there are sedative substances on every street corner. From alcohol to coffee and from fluoride in the tap water to the legalization of THC (and now hard narcotics in British Columbia Canada), the ruling group needs to make sure no one feels their pain....in order that no one mentally matures into adulthood. Look around at the people today, so much following and not even thinking. Too much acting like children, and not enough adults thinking logically about the patterns of decay in our culture. This makes for an "arrested development society" that's easier to rule, control, dominate, steal from, lie to and manipulate.
Sedative addictions are about disconnecting from the part of yourself that knows change is needed. The person who works a job they hate for 30 years does so because they never allow that hate to sink deep enough into their soul. If you hate your job, your life, some or all of your relationships, your life direction or your emptiness...…you need to feel ALL OF IT, in order to sling shot out of it. If you step on a nail, you need to feel the pain of that nail or you'll never take your foot off it. That's why most people sedate, tranquilize, distract and numb themselves like it's an Olympic sport today. They've been taught that pain is a goblin, something to destroy upon arrival....when pain is the ultimate guardian. The people ruling us know this as fact. Our rulers know that they must keep the public away from their pain...so that they'll never change, evolve, mature or progress. Keep the public dependent, childlike, addicted, inverted, weak, in debt and uninformed. Keep them slaves in every way possible.
You live on a people farm and you're the livestock folks. I wish I could sugar coat it a bit more than that, but I can't. The government creates the pain of a boring, mundane and soulless existence and then pumps in the sedative substances as well, while advertising through their corrupt media channels that everyone needs to keep executing their soul crushing/soul sucking jobs and then sedate to their pain forever plus a day. It's a lie-ahria buffet that never ends and it's designed by corrupt forces in government and media to destroy our entire society, in order that government can gain more and more power through what's called disaster capitalism. (disaster capitalism is simply particular profit channels that expand widely through purposely coordinated disasters) Our government and media make the dictionary definition of evil look meaningless.
Addiction is the act of self-murdering the only signals that will ever help us move, evolve, progress and change. The healthier I get, the more I can't stand my pain. I then use that pain/tension energy inside my healthy body to actually change and do something about how I'm feeling.......instead of just sitting there in my jail cell pretending everything is OK and decorating my jail cell with some more empty soul-sucking stuff, in order that my jail cell doesn't look so much like a prison. Every day when I get home from work, I make sure to feel any pain I have, so that I eventually rush toward doing whatever is necessary to remove myself from the pot of boiling water that I'm already sitting in.
To do that, you need to feel just how hot that water really is. Bravery and courage are the opposites of distraction and sedation. If you embrace your pain, YOU WILL build your dreams because you WON'T have any other choice. If you avoid pain and sedate to your pain.....you'll always build your nightmares. It's that simple. Avoiding pain is about trapping yourself in a permanent form of arrested development, living as a dependent child and becoming a burden to your entire society forever. Stop using your energy to fog over your reality. Start using your natural energy, produced by a healthier body, to kick start some positive momentum in your own life.
Self-sabotage is the process by which you don't have enough time or energy to live the life you want because you're too busy living the life you don't want. If you want to break out of Shawshank Penitentiary, step #1 is to get healthy and remove all sedation and distraction from your life. Swim in your pain, don't sedate to it, dive deep, don't get out, soak it all in, don't avoid it, look it in the eye and ask it for the messages and secrets that only pain can bring. After that, you'll gain the motivation to make a move on your best life. Your pain is there to guide you to a better way of being. Pain is a guardian to be embraced, not a goblin to avoid. One life. One time at bat. Swing for the fences. You were born to do great things. Use baby steps. Start today. Get healthy first and then after that....start a passionate love affair with your own body/mind/spirit complex for the rest of your journey. What you'll find, after some reprogramming, is that your prison door was never locked. You were always free to leave at any time. Face your pain and feel your pain. After that, build a better life based on what works and what doesn't. Your pain is there to guide you out of the pain. True story. I did it and so can you.
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