Jason Christoff Talks About His Depression, His Suicidal Impulses and How He Moved Into A Better Life

When I was in my late teens and early twenties, I would consider suicide almost daily. I was extremely lucky in the sense that I never acted out those suicidal thoughts in real time. For that, I'm extremely grateful. I was always curious about why I felt like ending my life. Why did I feel like I really had nothing to live for? I falsely believed that everyone must be thinking about the same sort of things. I just believed that feeling suicidal was completely normal. 

I was at McGill university at the time and I was doing all the university type things, which the media had programmed me to do. I was drinking, doing some drugs, staying up late, eating poorly, working around the clock, doing too much overall, recovering too little etc etc.

I then started to notice that the worse my health habits were, the more suicidal I would feel. I thought, "wow, that's weird, I wonder if there's a connection? If food was that important, the government would make sure the kids learned about it in school. Because the government and the TV never tell us these things, it can't be connected." So, I just kept doing what I was doing. I was living the very self-abusive cycle of "garbage in/garbage out". 

I kept trying to fit in the best I could. I just wanted to always go along to get along, and to bond with the bigger herd. I wanted to be liked and I wanted to be accepted. I wanted to feel the group around me, so I could feel safe and secure. The TV told me over the years that for me to be accepted by the group in university, I had to drink, party and just not care about my health, my body or my future in general........other than trying to get good marks. The behavior program that I had downloaded from the media was to study hard and wreck my health. That's what all the cool kids on TV were doing, and of course I wanted to be just like the cool kids portrayed in the media. I just downloaded my behavior programs straight from the TV and movies, because I didn't have any other role models to guide me. 

To make a long story short, I eventually changed my diet and lifestyle completely. This had lots to do with me becoming brave enough to walk my own path in life......outside the group pressure to conform, which we all feel most of the time. It was a terrifying experience to need the group and to also walk away from it. How would I survive without the protection of the herd? Oddly enough, once I walked away from the majority, it was only then that my life started to get better.

Once I changed my diet and lifestyle to something healthier, my suicidal thoughts lifted immediately......and they never came back. It was almost instant. I was more than a little shocked. How could food and lifestyle play such a major role in lifting my depression and removing my suicidal thought patterns? Why does our food quality play such a large role in how we feel and with our mood? What's the science behind this effect? Why didn't I ever learn about this connection inside the conventional government education system? 

In the end, this started my self-improvement journey, which has never ended....from that very day. I've walked down many self-improvement paths during my now 30-year career. To date I've spoken at the EU Parliament, The US Senate, The Romanian Palace of the Parliament, on a tour to The Japanese Parliament and in a breakout room at CPAC Washington DC.

I've written about 4800 articles, given nearly 500 interviews, produced over 200 solo podcasts and spoken at many public events. I've even opened my own international psychological reprogramming institute, to help health professionals and members of the general public use this knowledge to help heal themselves and their patients. Most of my creative work and talks are on the subjects of mind control, brainwashing, psychological manipulation, behavior modification and social engineering. Oddly enough, these subjects are also connected to why we lead depressing and futile existences, which can easily facilitate suicidal thoughts.  

I'm giving a 2-hour lecture on Overcoming Depression coming up on March 25th 2025. My information will focus on depression as a purposeful socially engineered manifestation and how depressed people are actually working as designed. Once we understand that there are key players in our society who profit immensely when we're broken, we can then move onto fully understanding how these key players impregnate depression and despair into our lives purposely. Once this foundational knowledge is understood, only then can we move ahead with what's needed to lift our depression and move into a better life. If you would like to attend this event, you can pay in full right here for $99 USD, or join our payment plan by clicking here and pay $36 USD/month over 3 months. 

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